In response to your coming to my blog and criticizing what I have to say about NSA agent Julianne McKinney, I decided to google you to find out more about you. I quickly found your posts at the FFCHS website and read what you have to say about your own unsubstantiated claims about your targeting. I notice that you referred to McKinney's 1992 article at the very top of your first post, and seem to use that article as a basis for substantiating your claims about your attacks. From all that you wrote, you appear to not have ever done much research into this subject at all. You've apparently taken the first thing you've read or heard or as complete truth (never mind whether it might be or not, or who wrote it). You failed to consider the possibility that there might be other reasons for your symptoms and perceptions, or that much of the information that is put out about these perpetrators and their technologies (particularly by NSA agents like McKinney) might be purposeful distortions of more accurate truths. This latter point is what I've been trying to point out to TIs for years, and why I question the motivations of McKinney, who treats people on her forum the way she does. I don't trust NSA agents, CIA agents, FBI agents, etc., with very good reason. You say in your posts to FFCHS that you don't know who to trust, and yet you've already bought into the word of an NSA agent, and come here attempting to defend her. What do you think that says about your ability to make judgments?
But even worse than believing the first thing you hear, you automatically assume a number of things about your attacks, with no substantive evidence that would eliminate other possible answers. For instance, you assume without considering any other possibilities that people are hiding behind your walls because you can hear their muffled talking. Perhaps you hear ordinary voices of ordinary people talking in other rooms who aren't even involved in your attacks. What did you do to substantiate this assumption? Anything?
Then, after viewing some videos on the FFCHS site, you used them to substantiate your suspicions. Fair enough, to a degree, but then, according to your posts, you start thinking back over your life to look for anything that matches what you've just learned. So you started buying into what FFCHS promotes as substantiated fact even more, still without any further consideration of other possibilities. It must be right if so many others apparently claim it is, right? You gave consideration to the possibility that the video you saw might have been carefully created or selected to promote certain beliefs, right? I'm not trying to suggest that it's all false, but I would say that at least 10% of what's put out there by such organizations and supposed TI advocates is absolutely false and has no real substantiation whatsoever, much of it being founded on prior disinfo that has been promoted over the years by similar people and groups to mislead and hide the more accurate truth.
You also assume that those who you say are tormenting you are agents of the government, without ever having any substantiation beyond what you've bought into through what certain others claim. Well, McKinney was/is an NSA agent by her own admission, past members of FFCHS have been NSA agents (Derrick Robinson, for one), and many others out there who pretend to be TIs or TI advocates are in the employ of the NSA or CIA as well. This is all easily verifiable, if you bothered to take the time to look before jumping to conclusions. The perps attacking you might just as easily be Freemasons, Satanists, or some little gang of delinquents who built a homemade weapon out of a normal microwave oven. But like many other people, you choose to accept the very first thing that sounds good. But don't feel bad or get angry with me, since that's all intended as part of the psychological tactics that are purposely used by these perps. It's a fault of human nature to tend to accept the first thing we hear, and to let it influence our later perceptions. The PTB know this very well, and use it to their advantage in many ways. You see it being used on the evening news every single day to influence opinions and perceptions.
I should point out that, if you used a search engine to look for websites catering to TIs, you would undoubtedly come across FFCHS in the top listings. This is as much to do with the ability of the CIA and NSA to keep their own imposter sites at the forefront, since they have control over these search engines and also know very well how to use search engine optimization techniques so that these sites will always come up first. Thus, you and so many other TIs are drawn to sites like FFCHS where you'll be sure to be exposed to the disinformation early on. Don't just doubt me. Investigate these things for yourself. How better might you substantiate anything?
You also state in your posts that these perps had you "stewing in a lonely room with no means of escape." This leads me to wonder, were you actually locked in, as you seem to imply, or was this just an exaggeration? And where's your substantiation? You say nothing about being attacked at any time outside of your home, so why didn't you leave? Your statement sounds like it was purely intended to make your case sound as bad as possible. Excuse me if I'm wrong and you actually were a prisoner in your own home, but saying this sort of thing in this way adds a certain level of apprehension to other TIs who read it. I try to always avoid making statements that are emotionally laden or which exaggerate the truth in any way. I'm very much against other TIs who do it because it doesn't help any of us to create unnecessary fears that can otherwise be avoided. It's FAR worse than making claims that might be considered by some to be unsubstantiated.
You go on to assume in your posts that because you're still alive, it's because your perpetrators want you around to abuse, and nothing else. Substantiation? None given. You also claimed that because of their attacks on you, you heart is permanently damaged. Did you substantiate that for your readers? No, you didn't. You didn't even bother to state whether or not this was a doctor's diagnosis, or just your own. You want to bitch about my supposed lack of substantiation (even though I provide the actual dialogue between McKinney and myself, as others have also provided on my blog from their own experiences with her), yet in your own case you completely omit anything at all that would substantiate your claims.
Do you get my point yet?
Whether or not your claim is true, and you got this diagnosis from a doctor, they are very often wrong, and harboring the idea that your heart is permanently damaged will have a definite physiological effect on your body's ability to repair itself. That's a scientific fact. Think about this in terms of how many of those who read your post will be influenced. These sorts of claims have a contagious psychological effect on others, especially with those who already have a weakened physiology because of their built up fears of such things occurring. And if they're being attacked with EM weapons, they'll be even more susceptible to the physiological effects that you might trigger in them through the idea of heart problems. I'm not saying don't ever make such statements, but just be careful about what you say and think about the effect it can have on other TIs by the way you say it. And if you're going to bitch at someone like me for supposedly not offering substantiation for my claims, you better damn well make sure you substantiate yours! I know that there are many, many perps out there posing as TIs who put out material that is purposely intended to affect TIs this way. Some of them have been or are affiliated with FFCHS, and when I've approached them and challenged them on their claims when I know they're lying, they've proven to be the lowest form of scum I've ever come across in the TI community. I've written about at least two of them elsewhere on my blog - Robert Duncan and Mell Mellhedek. Your timing in coming back to my blog a second time and criticizing my post on McKinney for not being substantiated has already made me very suspicious of you, since it comes immediately after I raised some issues about the credibility of FFCJS on facebook. These creeps would like to silence me because I threaten their crooked game. But they just urge me to go further when people like you defend them without giving any substantiation for doing so. Whose side are you on?
I have to point out that, like many questionable claims made by people falsely claiming to be TIs (and many legit TIs as well), your posts to FFCHS instill many ideas and images that only add to the fears of those who read them. This is what the perpetrators want, and an organization like FFCHS (which has long been infiltrated by NSA agents) just loves to have these kinds of posts on their site for TIs to read and be psychologically and physiologically influenced by. They do nothing at all to really help anyone. These types of people and organizations go through the motions to make them appear legitimate, but they achieve nothing while TIs continue to wait, in the hope that one day they will. Did you really expect that their representing TIs at a commission made up of some of the top-level perpetrators who are doing this to people like you and me would really get anywhere? It's all meant to waste the time of TIs who expect others can do something for them. You have to do things for yourself, and that starts with educating yourself about the enemy and their methods. You can't stop once you think you have accurate knowledge after only reading a few articles or watching a few videos or talking to a few people. You have to keep going and get down to the intricate details - the history of the perpetrators and their technologies and the science behind the weapons they use. You also need to study the psychological aspects of it all, since that's one of their greatest weapons. There's so much superficial and misguided BS being spread around that it's imperative to question things more deeply than you normally would with anything else. Don't take the word of someone just because THEY claim to understand the science behind it. Learn it for yourself in as much detail as possible. These perps lie and misdirect. They know most TIs won't do their homework because most people are lazy and not very intelligent. If you're really fighting for your life and your freedoms, you will make the effort. If you're actually mentally ill, or just entertaining yourself with the idea of being targeted, or even intentionally lying about it to scare others, you won't bother. Make your choice.
You go on to state in your posts, "This insane sadistic abomination doesn't make any sense to me, but I suppose that's only because I'm not in the loop, and there's nothing I can do about that." Well, educating yourself as much as possible is something you can do to be 'in the loop'. You should always be asking questions to learn more and to substantiate what you learn. Taking more time to check out someone and their claims helps, too. It's the only way to substantiate anything.
You stated in your posts to FFCHS that you've been emailing TI websites and trying to make contact with other TIs, and that you're particularly interested in finding out about getting tested for implants, and the only response you've gotten was a very brief one from Dr. John Hall, who told you to contact Jesse Beltran at ICAACT, which is another organization I have suspicions about. First of all, I have to wonder why you seem to have bought into the idea that you have implants so quickly. Is there any reason for this, other than because you've heard that so many others claim to have them? As it is, you're being directed to a group that will very likely tell you that you have implants whether you do or not (Jesse claims that from 83% to 99% of the people he's tested have them). And just because Jesse has an EMF reader to test for them, doesn't mean that what he might find if he scans you is going to be accurate. These EMF readers can be triggered by any number of things, including microkinetic influences (intentional or not). This microkinetic effect has been scientifically verified by psychic researchers (such as Dean Radin, who has published two nooks on these findings). It has been found through many empirical tests that we all have some ability to psychically affect matter on micro-scales. EMF readers are extremely sensitive pieces of equipment that are very susceptible to being triggered in this way. I could explain this in more detail, but this post is already getting quite long (perhaps I'll write something up on that topic sometime in the future).
As I've said, organizations like FFCHS and probably even ICAACT are a farce, as are people like Julianne McKinney with her TI 'support' forum on Yahoo. Maybe one day more people will realize that. What sort of information or advice did you get from FFCHS after you posted there, if any? Nothing that's really been any help to you, right? Was it substantiated in any way? If so, how?
You yourself ask, "Why do I keep getting the feeling that most of the purported TI support sites out there are unwilling to communicate with me?" In my opinion, they are either websites set up by TIs who lose interest in running them when they get no activity, or they're imposter sites that are used to feed TIs false information, and to monitor and manipulate those who fit a certain profile. The CIA and NSA who create or take over these sites use advanced psychological profiling systems to assess people (such as Dr. John Gittinger's PAS), gathering information on them through computerized data-collection systems like ECHELON. They apply their mind-control programs on the most qualified targets. You need to read up on these for yourself before you decide to claim that this is unsubstantiated. These are advanced topics that I can't really explain here, since it takes a lot of learning time before a person can grasp the means and purpose behind it all. As I said earlier, you have to really study the history and science behind all this. That's the only way you can really substantiate any of it. Start by reading what's available online by John Marks. He's an authority on MKULTRA. Jis work is based on thousands of FOIA documents he acquired the CIA, and you can't get much better substantiation than that!
But getting back to this matter of substantiating your own claims... You state that you went to a number of different professionals and explained your situation, and they pretty much all diagnosed you as mentally ill. But you rejected this, so I have to wonder what you would ever accept as substantiation for anything, if what is said by qualified professionals doesn't suit your fancy? I'm not saying these professionals were right. Not at all. I know that the system is rigged to deny TIs help.
At this point, I think I've more than made my original point regarding the issue of substantiation and how you're no better than me or anyone else in making unsubstantiated claims. I see from your posts that you're still at a very elementary level in understanding your targeting, so anything further I have to say is going to be beyond your current level, and I doubt you'd be willing to take my word on any of it, anyway. Only time and personal research on your own part will substantiate what I've said here and elsewhere. I write what I write based on my personal experience as a TI and my many years of research into the perpetrators of these nefarious activities and the methods that they employ, and if TIs don't want to believe what I say, that's their problem. However, I will suggest that you look at my numerous articles at www.scribd.com/aforwood. I recommend 'The Network' as a starting point. It will explain a lot to you.
I hope you appreciate the time I've put into responding to you and my attempt to provide some useful information - more than anyone else has, I'll bet. Sorry if it doesn't substantiate my claims about McKinney. I don't know what more you would expect me to provide.